Monday, October 22, 2012


Tyler is leaving tomorrow for KC for one night. I think I'm freaking out and don't realize it.

I'm teaching my first yoga class on Wednesday night. Barf.

Work. Computers not working. Customers demanding discounts and then personally attacking me when I don't give them one. "Well, I need shoes now! I can't wait until your next sale!" Um, ok. I have a stockroom full of product. You may purchase it if you like. "Where's your manager?! Is HE around?" I'm the manager. "Well, you're very young." You're old.

It seems small, but day after day it breaks my spirit. People can be so harsh.


The Cards.

This morning I woke up and drank a liter of warm water with 2 tsp of salt in it. I nearly threw up. But it moved some things around later, so that was good.

Lord, calm my anxious mind. I'm a freak.


  1. Let me know if you need company while Tyler's gone.
    Also, you are not a freak! It'd be freakier if your stressful job DIDN'T stress you out. Then I'd suspect you're a robot.

  2. Your post before this one ended, "what a freak." This one ends with, "I'm a freak." I'm observant like that. I do that warm water trick with lemon. Never heard of doing it with salt. What does that do for you besides move things around?

    1. by "moving things around" I mean "makes you crap your brains out." Neutral PH or something. I don't know.